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Jun. 4th, 2008

LUPINES!

Last week we went to one of Stuart's preserves (Ober Savanna) and took some pictures of Midori amongst the Lupines:

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It was beautiful. There really are so many great places to see in Northern Indiana. You don't really think of it as a bastion of natural beauty, but it is. It can be an achingly beautiful place. When it isn't plowed under or drained, that is.

I think I'm going to try to get together a trip down to Fall Creek Gorge (another one of Stuart's preserves) later this summer. If there's a more spiritual place in Indiana, I haven't seen it. Every other week Stuart's getting calls from Church groups asking if they can hold baptisms there. The place is filled with this amazing raw energy. There are huge dug outs made by boulders spinning in place on the sandstone creek bottom. The boulders wore down to pebbles in the creek and created massive potholes in the gorge. There's a waterfall, cliffs, dinosaur tracks. It's amazing. Here's the TNC's official website: http://www.nature.org/wherewework/northamerica/states/indiana/work/art7920.html
and another one with better pictures: http://dcwi.com/~eric/goot/fallcrk.htm

May. 17th, 2008

OK, so this is getting to be a pattern...

I hate how I forget to track my progress here! I really am working on the DP, it's just hard to find time to post it on LJ :-/ I celebrated Beltane, it was great. We even put up a maypole. I'm having lots of fun with the Cow Share program and we have a meeting this Sunday to discuss the herd and socialize.

I'm working a lot of the two novels I'm writing, constructing a kitchen Book of Shadows (I want to create an heirloom for my daughter) and fixing up this dump that barely passes for a house. We're painting it this summer- green with brown trim. I'm also making shutters with oak leaves cut into them. It's going to look very cool. We finally got our massive garden put in -1100 sq feet. That's bigger than my last apartment! And I'm slowly but surely getting my circle herb garden filled in. So far it has Agastashe, native mint (can't remember the species), Sweet fern, Ghost Sage, White Sage, a cold hardy rose (for rose hips!), lavender, garlic, basil and volunteer cleavers. I just love cleavers for a spring tonic.

Anyway, that little update had nothing to do with the DP. So here's what I've been doing in that department: I've been working more on the virtues. I don't know why that's the most difficult aspect of the program for me. I try to be a virtuous person, but when it comes down to describing wisdom, piety etc... I just fail. Maybe my standards for the essays are to high or maybe I'm trying to tie down the terms to much. Either way, I need to just stop researching them and sit down and right the darn essays. Hmmmm that sounds a lot like the second novel I'm working on....

Apr. 13th, 2008

Got a cow...

Well, sort of. My husband and I just bought a cow share in our local dairy association. Now we can have organic milk from grass fed cows. And the most important thing for me is that the herd is small (only 5 cows at this point)so we can know the individual cows personally. They're Jersey mix and so cute. Midori will be able to have bovine growth hormone free diary products- a long standing goal of mine. And I'll be able to offer Brighid milk from them, which is also nice.

I've finished only one more of the virtues though, mostly because I've been busy working on getting the cow share:
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and the direct link: http://i222.photobucket.com/albums/dd154/waterlibris/Perseverance.jpg

I used imagery from The Wild Swans- a fairy tale that, in my opinion, illustrates the height of perseverance. I also used images of Oaks and acorns because I love the quote: "The greatest oak was once an acorn that held its ground."

I also love this quote: "Nobody trips over mountains. It is the small pebble that causes you to stumble. Pass all the pebbles in your path and you will find you have crossed the mountain." Both are from unknown sources and I think they'll both become my mantras for finishing the DP. Bit by bit, step by step, I'm going to do it.

Nov. 9th, 2007

A Swedish Jul

Now that Samhain has past, I'm starting to think of Yule. It is one of my all time favorite holidays and the time when I feel closest to my Swedish ancestors. In honor of them, I am going to decorate the tree and the house with Swedish inspired ornaments and decorations. I'm making salt dough for dala horses and Christolen bread ornaments. I'm going to collect evergreen branches and make several swags for the hearth and the two arches in the living and dining rooms. I think I will also try to make a smörgåsbord for Yule dinner, featuring traditional Swedish dishes.

I think I often ignore my Swedish ancestry. I'm so proud to be Scottish, Welsh and Lakota, I often forget about my grandfather.

My mother's father emigrated from Sweden as a child. I'm very sad to say he died before I was born. My mother told me lots of great stories about him and he seemed like a wonderful person. He had problems, and suffered from alcoholism. But he did a lot of things that make me very proud to be his granddaughter; he braved the trip from Sweden, even though he was very frightened, when he worked on the railroad, he saved President FDR's life by switching the track at the last minute, preventing a head on collision with another train- he lost two fingers in the process; he suffered in his life, worked hard, drank harder and died of liver disease. He wouldn't teach his daughters Swedish because he thought it would make their lives harder like his. He was proud to call America his new home and he fought in World War II. His family settled in Kansas and began farming in the 1900's. He lived through the Dust Bowl, saw his family's land drowned under the public works project of Lake Waconda. My grandfather, I wish I knew more about you. I promise to find out as much about your life as I can this season, and teach my daughter about your history and exploits.

Another thing, my grandfather pronounced my mom's name as Yudy. I think that's terribly cute.

Nov. 6th, 2007

Windy Windy Day

It is so windy outside, even the great arms of the largest Black Oak are swaying. I was tending the fire and working my morning devotional to Brigid when the wind blew right down the chimney, and big waves of thick smoke rolled out with it. I had to end my meditation and close the glass fireplace doors to prevent cinders from being blown out.

We may get our first snow of the year today. When I gathered wood from the shed, it definitely smelled like snow. I hope we do, I'm very ready for winter.

Nov. 1st, 2007

Samhain: The Day After...

Ugh, I'm getting ready to take my daughter to her playgroup's Halloween party. I have a huge head ache and I really don't relish the idea of spending an hour with a bunch of toddlers, but I know she loves it, I promised her we'd go and so we're going.

I'd still love to stay home instead though.

Samhain High Day Observance Essay: Draft 1

To honor Samhain I conducted the ritual developed by Kathryn Price NicDhàna and Raven nic Rhóisín of the Celtic Reconstructionist FAQ1. Three days before Samhain, I began scrubbing my house top to bottom, decorating the hearth and alter and baking for the feast. I felt that having a clean house was very important to Brigid, my hearth Goddess, and so I scrubbed the wood paneling on the walls, the wood floors and spent three hours cleaning the stone fireplace. Afterwards, the living and dining rooms glowed as if lit by some inner fire.

My husband and I carved a small pumpkin with our daughter and placed it on the fireplace mantle next to ears of Black Aztec Corn2 we grew over the summer. For the Samhain feast, I prepared roast rabbit, stuffed squash from our garden, apple pie and Colcannon. I filled a plate with food stuffs before we had eaten and offered it to any wandering spirits.

After we had our fill, we began the ritual outside. The ritual content was remarkably similar to ADF ceremonies. I would guess that this is because ADF rituals were created using a Reconstructionist methodology. We offered the Ancestors and Deities Scotch whisky and the local land spirits a bowl of corn. I took omens to determine if the land spirits would allow us to conduct the ritual; the omens were mixed, though not unfavorable. I believe this was because I have not spent the amount of time connecting with our land that I should. In the future I will make more of an effort to connect with the indigenous spirits around us. We lit a large bonfire and sent our energy to strengthen Tara and protect her from development.

Earlier in the fall, I had collected ghost sage from the yard and dried it for the ceremony. I walked the two acres surrounding our hose and let the smoke waft up into the many large oak trees growing around us. I wished them a safe winter’s sleep and that they would wake up refreshed and healthy in spring. I also walked the perimeter smoking the house to rebuild past protective wards. At the base of the driveway, I drew a protective sigil to ward off any unwanted visitors and feral dogs. Before bed, I offered a cup of tea and scotch to the Daoine Sidhe and thanked them for their blessings.



1. http://www.paganachd.com/tara/index.html
2. http://www.seedsavers.org/prodinfo.asp?number=1193

Oct. 31st, 2007

Notes for Samhain Essay

Here are the notes for this essay. They include sections of Bonwicks "Irish Druids and Old Religions" and MacCulloch's "The Religion of the Ancient Celts" pertaining to Samhain/November Eve:


Irish Druids And Old Irish Religions
by James Bonwick
London: Griffith, Farran
[1894]


“Irish pagan feasts were announced by the blowing of long horns, two or three yards in length, some of which are to be seen in Dublin Museum.” Bonwick pg 87

“All Saints' Day perpetuated the pagan Samhain of November Eve. Holy cakes, known
sometimes as triangular bannocks, were then eaten as Soul-Mass cakes.” Bonwick pg 87

‘ "November Eve," says Mrs. Bryant's Celtic Ireland, "is sacred to the Spirits of the Dead. In the western islands the old superstition is dying very hard, and tradition is still well alive. It is dangerous to be out on November Eve, because it is the one night in the year when the dead come out of their graves to dance with the fairies on the hills, and as it is their night, they do not like to be disturbed." ‘ - Bonwick pg 87

“ But the eve of the first of November was the Hallow Eve or Samhain, when the fires were a thanksgiving to the sun at the end of harvest. Keating, who notes the sacred fire lighted by the Archdruid on Usnagh Hill, Kildare, tells of the fires on the hill of Ward, Meath County, on the last day of October. Some old writers identify this period, rather than Easter, as that of the meeting of St. Patrick and the King. The Samhain feast received a Christian baptism as the feast of the Annunciation of the Virgin Mary. “ - Bonwick pg 204-205

“In the Book of Rights, so ably reproduced by J. O'Donovan, there are four seasons described-- Earrach, Samhradh, Foghmhar, and Geimeridh which he finds to be "undoubtedly Irish words not derived from the Latin through Christianity" Fires were lighted at Bealtaine the beginning of Samhradh The summer end fires, Samhain, were known by the name of Tlachtgha. The new fire was produced by the wheel and spindle, with tow. The wheel, a solar symbol, must be turned by the spokes in direction of the sun's daily course.” Bonwick pg 206

“All Hallow Eve ceremonies are well known, and especially the passing through the fire, although the Council of Constantinople, 680, expressly prohibited the heathen practice of leaping through the fire. The Rev. Alan Stewart, referring to such fires in his parish of Kirkmichael, famous for its Druidical circle, said, "The practice of lighting bonfires prevails in this and the neighbouring Highland parishes." These were the Tinegin or Needfires”. – Bonwick pg 207





The Religion of the Ancient Celts
By J. A. MacCulloch
[1911]


“From Tory Island the Fomorians ruled Ireland, and forced the
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[paragraph continues] Nemedians to pay them annually on the eve of Samhain (Nov. 1st) two-thirds of their corn and milk and of the children born during the year.”

“The second battle took place twenty-seven years after the first, on Samhain. It was fought like the first on the plain of Mag-tured, though later accounts made one battle take place at Mag-tured in Mayo, the other at Mag-tured in Sligo. 1 Inconsistently, the conquering Tuatha Dé Danann in the interval, while Bres is their king, must pay tribute imposed by the Fomorians. Obviously in older accounts this tribute must have been imposed before the first battle and have been its cause.” Pg 54
“The great commemoration of the dead was held on
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[paragraph continues] Samhain eve, a festival intended to aid the dying powers of vegetation, whose life, however, was still manifested in evergreen shrubs, in the mistletoe, in the sheaf of corn from last harvest--the abode of the corn-spirit. 1 Probably, also, human representatives of the vegetation or corn-spirit were slain, and this may have suggested the belief in the presence of their ghosts at this festival. Or the festival being held at the time of the death of vegetation, the dead would naturally be commemorated then. Or, as in Scandinavia, they may have been held to have an influence on fertility, as an extension of the belief that certain slain persons represented spirits of fertility, or because trees and plants growing on the barrows of the dead were thought to be tenanted by their spirits. 2 In Scandinavia, the dead were associated with female spirits or fylgjur, identified with the disir, a kind of earth-goddesses, living in hollow hills. 3 The nearest Celtic analogy to these is the Matres, goddesses of fertility. Bede says that Christmas eve was called Modranicht, "Mothers' Night," 4 and as many of the rites of Samhain were transferred to Yule, the former date of Modranicht may have been Samhain, just as the Scandinavian Disablot, held in November, was a festival of the disir and of the dead. 5 It has been seen that the Celtic Earth-god was lord of the dead, and that he probably took the place of an Earth-goddess or goddesses, to whom the Matres certainly correspond. Hence the connection of the dead with female Earth-spirits would be explained. Mother Earth had received the dead before her place was taken by the Celtic Dispater. Hence the time of Earth's
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decay was the season when the dead, her children, would be commemorated. Whatever be the reason, Celts, Teutons, and others have commemorated the dead at the beginning of winter, which was the beginning of a new year, while a similar festival of the dead at New Year is held in many other lands.
Both in Ireland and in Brittany, on November eve food is laid out for the dead who come to visit the houses and to warm themselves at the fire in the stillness of the night, and in Brittany a huge log burns on the hearth. We have here returned to the cult of the dead at the hearth. 1 Possibly the Yule log was once a log burned on the hearth--the place of the family ghosts--at Samhain, when new fire was kindled in each house. On it libations were poured, which would then have been meant for the dead. The Yule log and the log of the Breton peasants would thus be the domestic aspect of the fire ritual, which had its public aspect in the Samhain bonfires.
All this has been in part affected by the Christian feast of All Souls. Dr. Frazer thinks that the feast of All Saints (November 1st) was intended to take the place of the pagan cult of the dead. As it failed to do this, All Souls, a festival of all the dead, was added on November 2nd. 2 To some extent, but not entirely, it has neutralised the pagan rites, for the old ideas connected with Samhain still survive here and there. It is also to be noted that in some cases the friendly aspect of the dead has been lost sight of, and, like the síd-folk, they are popularly connected with evil powers which are in the ascendant on Samhain eve.”


“SAMHAIN.
Samhain, 1 beginning the Celtic year, was an important social and religious occasion. The powers of blight were beginning their ascendancy, yet the future triumph of the powers of growth was not forgotten. Probably Samhain had gathered up into itself other feasts occurring earlier or later.
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Thus it bears traces of being a harvest festival, the ritual of the earlier harvest feast being transferred to the winter feast, as the Celts found themselves in lands where harvest is not gathered before late autumn. The harvest rites may, however, have been associated with threshing rather than in gathering. Samhain also contains in its ritual some of the old pastoral cults, while as a New Year feast its ritual is in great part that of all festivals of beginnings.
New fire was brought into each house at Samhain from the sacred bonfire, 1 itself probably kindled from the need-fire by the friction of pieces of wood. This preserved its purity, the purity necessary to a festival of beginnings. 2 The putting away of the old fires was probably connected with various rites for the expulsion of evils, which usually occur among many peoples at the New Year festival. By that process of dislocation which scattered the Samhain ritual over a wider period and gave some of it to Christmas, the kindling of the Yule log may have been originally connected with this festival.
Divination and forecasting the fate of the inquirer for the coming year also took place. Sometimes these were connected with the bonfire, stones placed in it showing by their appearance the fortune or misfortune awaiting their owners. 3 Others, like those described by Burns in his "Hallowe'en," were unconnected with the bonfire and were of an erotic nature. 4
The slaughter of animals for winter consumption which took place at Samhain, or, as now, at Martinmas, though connected with economic reasons, had a distinctly religious aspect, as it had among the Teutons. In recent times in
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[paragraph continues] Ireland one of the animals was offered to S. Martin, who may have taken the place of a god, and ill-luck followed the nonobservance of the custom. 1 The slaughter was followed by general feasting. This later slaughter may be traced back to the pastoral stage, in which the animals were regarded as divine, and one was slain annually and eaten sacramentally. Or, if the slaughter was more general, the animals would be propitiated. But when the animals ceased to be worshipped, the slaughter would certainly be more general, though still preserving traces of its original character. The pastoral sacrament may also have been connected with the slaying and eating of an animal representing the corn-spirit at harvest time. In one legend S. Martin is associated with the animal slain at Martinmas, and is said to have been cut up and eaten in the form of an ox, 2 as if a former divine animal had become an anthropomorphic divinity, the latter being merged in the personality of a Christian saint.
Other rites, connected with the Calends of January as a result of dislocation, point also in this direction. In Gaul and Germany riotous processions took place with men dressed in the heads and skins of animals. 3 This rite is said by Tille to have been introduced from Italy, but it is more likely to have been a native custom. 4 As the people ate the flesh of the slain animals sacramentally, so they clothed themselves in the skins to promote further contact with their divinity. Perambulating the township sunwise dressed in the skin of a cow took place until recently in the Hebrides at New Year, in order to keep off misfortune, a piece of the hide being burned and the smoke inhaled by each person and animal in
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the township. 1 Similar customs have been found in other Celtic districts, and these animal disguises can hardly be separated from the sacramental slaughter at Samhain. 2
Evils having been or being about to be cast off in the New Year ritual, a few more added to the number can make little difference. Hence among primitive peoples New Year is often cbaracterised by orgiastic rites. These took place at the Calends in Gaul, and were denounced by councils and preachers. 3 In Ireland the merriment at Samhain is often mentioned in the texts, 4 and similar orgiastic rites lurk behind the Hallowe'en customs in Scotland and in the licence still permitted to youths in the quietest townships of the West Highlands at Samhain eve.
Samhain, as has been seen, was also a festival of the dead, whose ghosts were fed at this time. 5
As the powers of growth were in danger and in eclipse in winter, men thought it necessary to assist them. As a magical aid the Samhain bonfire was chief, and it is still lit in the Highlands. Brands were carried round, and from it the new fire was lit in each house. In North Wales people jumped through the fire, and when it was extinct, rushed away to escape the "black sow" who would take the hindmost. 6 The bonfire represented the sun, and was intended to strengthen it. But representing the sun, it had all the sun's force, hence those who jumped through it were strengthened and purified. The Welsh reference to the hindmost and to the black sow may point to a former human sacrifice, perhaps of any one
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who stumbled in jumping through the fire. Keating speaks of a Druidic sacrifice in the bonfire, whether of man or beast is not specified. 1 Probably the victim, like the scapegoat, was laden with the accumulated evils of the year, as in similar New Year customs elsewhere. Later belief regarded the sacrifice, if sacrifice there was, as offered to the powers of evil--the black sow, unless this animal is a reminiscence of the corn-spirit in its harmful aspect. Earlier powers, whether of growth or of blight, came to be associated with Samhain as demoniac beings--the "malignant bird flocks" which blighted crops and killed animals, the samhanach which steals children, and Mongfind the banshee, to whom "women and the rabble" make petitions on Samhain eve. 2 Witches, evil-intentioned fairies, and the dead were particularly active then.
Though the sacrificial victim had come to be regarded as an offering to the powers of blight, he may once have represented a divinity of growth or, in earlier times, the corn-spirit. Such a victim was slain at harvest, and harvest is often late in northern Celtic regions, while the slaying was sometimes connected not with the harvest field, but with the later threshing. This would bring it near the Samhain festival. The slaying of the corn-spirit was derived from the earlier slaying of a tree or vegetation-spirit embodied in a tree and also in a human or animal victim. The corn-spirit was embodied in the last sheaf cut as well as in an animal or human being. 3 This human victim may have been regarded as a king, since in late popular custom a mock king is chosen at winter festivals. 4 In other cases the effigy of a saint is
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hung up and carried round the different houses, part of the dress being left at each. The saint has probably succeeded to the traditional ritual of the divine victim. 1 The primitive period in which the corn-spirit was regarded as female, with a woman as her human representative, is also recalled in folk-custom. The last sheaf is called the Maiden or the Mother, while, as in Northamptonshire, girls choose a queen on S. Catharine's day, November 26th, and in some Christmas pageants "Yule's wife," as well as Yule, is present, corresponding to the May queen of the summer festival. 2 Men also masqueraded as women at the Calends. The dates of these survivals may be explained by that dislocation of the Samhain festival already pointed out. This view of the Samhain human sacrifices is supported by the Irish offerings to the Fomorians--gods of growth, later regarded as gods of blight, and to Cromm Cruaich, in both cases at Samhain. 3 With the evolution of religious thought, the slain victim came to be regarded as an offering to evil powers.
This aspect of Samhain, as a festival to promote and assist festivity, is further seen in the belief in the increased activity of fairies at that time. In Ireland, fairies are connected with the Tuatha Dé Danann, the divinities of growth, and in many folk-tales they are associated with agricultural processes. The use of evergreens at Christmas is perhaps also connected with the carrying of them round the fields in older times, as an evidence that the life of nature was not extinct. 4
Samhain may thus be regarded as, in origin, an old pastoral and agricultural festival, which in time came to be looked upon as affording assistance to the powers of growth in their conflict with the powers of blight. Perhaps some myth
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describing this combat may lurk behind the story of the battle of Mag-tured fought on Samhain between the Tuatha Dé Danann and the Fomorians. While the powers of blight are triumphant in winter, the Tuatha Dea are represented as the victors, though they suffer loss and death. Perhaps this enshrines the belief in the continual triumph of life and growth over blight and decay, or it may arise from the fact that Samhain was both a time of rejoicing for the ingathered harvest, and of wailing for the coming supremacy of winter and the reign of the powers of blight.”

Samhain High Day Essay 1st Draft

Samhain, or November’s Eve takes place on October 31st and coincides with the first frost in some parts of the Northern Hemisphere. Though there is some contention as to whether the ancient Celts saw it as such, Samhain is generally perceived as the Celtic New year by modern pagans and Celts alike1. In his The Religion of the Ancient Celts, MacCulloch describes the festival as a time to honor the dead, cleanse and protect home and hearth and assist the powers of growth2. Though agricultural and harvest origins have been postulated3, by the time of the Christianization of Celtic lands, Samhain was primarily associated with the dead4. Dumb suppers were set at the November Eve feast and also placed by the hearth to allow the traveling dead to warm and refresh themselves5. Though the harvest and livestock culls brought much feasting to this time, this gladness was tempered by the increasing dark and dieing land. Less light, and the growing dark that accompanied it meant an increase in the unknown. At this time, new hearth fires were lit from sacred bonfires. MacCulloch proposes that this was done to expel evil from the household and begin the New Year in a good way6. These bonfires represented the sun and strengthened the community’s resolve to pass through the winter. To gain this protection and strength for themselves, people also jumped through these bonfires. It is thought that this may be related to previous sacrifices made at this time, either human or otherwise7.


1. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Samhain#.27Celtic_New_Year.27_questioned
2. MacCulloch, J. A. (1911) The Religion of the Ancient Celts p.p. 168, 261-263
3. MacCulloch, J. A. (1911) The Religion of the Ancient Celts p.p. 169; 264
4. MacCulloch, J. A. (1911) The Religion of the Ancient Celts p.p. 170
5. Bonwick, James (1894) Irish Druids and the Old Religions p.p. 87
6. MacCulloch, J. A. (1911) The Religion of the Ancient Celts p.p. 260
7. MacCulloch, J. A. (1911) The Religion of the Ancient Celts p.p. 262

Oct. 29th, 2007

Fall Cleaning and Samhain Preparation

Well, we got our first hard frost, actually more of a freeze really. Our first frost, hard or otherwise, was just yesterday night! I haven't felt right in redecorating my hearth to a fall theme before a frost but now that isn't a problem in view of our recent weather. I think I'm going to do a whole house cleaning as well so the place is nice and clean before Samhain on Wednesday. I've been busy with other things and have only been doing maintenance cleaning. We've winterized the house and put up that gaudy plastic over the windows. I really hate that stuff, but it sure makes a difference!

I've been offering wine (Burgundy), Red Indian Corn and Black Arikana Sunflower seeds on my devotional altar. I grew the sunflower seeds and the corn is from a friend. At the end of the day I put them outside in the herb garden and the chickens generally eat them. Of course, then they lay eggs (some of which are invariably laid in the brush and fields) which seem to be their own offerings. It's the circle of life (^_^)

For Samhain dinner we're having roast rabbit, stuffed squash (we grew ourselves), apple pie, squash pie (just like pumpkin but with our squash), Colcannon with turnips and rutabagas (odd that of all the things we're having the turnips, rutabagas, apples, cabbage and rabbit are the only things the Celts would have had available...) and homemade bread. We're serving a dumb supper as well to honor our ancestors.

Book Review: The Druids

I chose P.B. Ellis' "A Brief History of the Druids" for my Hearth Culture book. I had actually intended to review the Mabinogi, but I found that Ellis' book was posted on paperbackswap so I decided to use it instead. I'll read the Mabinogi once I find a copy. I've read Lady Guest's version but Ford's translation is supposed to be so much better.

I'm looking forward to reading the druids book though; it looks great so far. I think I'll post my review on librarything as well when I'm finished.  There's quite a bit of information on the book already, but as yet no reviews.

Oct. 25th, 2007

Eggs

My charcoal hen left an egg
In the hay and feces this morning,
Still warm and sticky from being born.
Tinted pink, pulsing with life
That was going nowhere.
I claimed that egg for my own
And offered it up to Brigid,
As if it were mine to give
In the first place.

Placing it on her alter between
The blood red Indian corn
And the bitter wine,
The growing chick inside,
I committed to her care.
Still how many more
Do hens themselves
Offer her, hidden in
The fields and hedgerows?

Talismans for an easy birth
On a clear autumn morning.

Oct. 24th, 2007

To a Squirrel's Skull

Silent Monument, you are your own grave. The only sign that one more squirrel did not make it through the winter. One more squirrel did not store enough nuts, did not find her caches. Killed perhaps as she ventured out in search for the last acorns; snatched by a fox or coyote, who ventured out to find the last unwary squirrel. Your final revenge, a skull will be their lonely headstone as well. We are all one step away from an unmarked tomb- a predators belly.

Fire in the Sky

I've been struggling with doubt for some time now- loving my path but not necessarily believing in it, loving my patron Brigid, but not really knowing if she's there. Trying to be faithful when you have such pervasive doubt is very exhausting, so yesterday I prayed for her to send me a sign, anything to ease this gnawing in my heart.

At about five in the evening I saw a orange glow coming in the living room window, it so filled the room, I assumed I had accidentally left a light on. As I reached the living room, I saw it was coming from outside, a massively orange sunset filled the entire sky. Everything was cast in orange and the sky looked as though it was on fire. Suddenly I felt as if my heart would burst. Running outside, I took these pictures:

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They really didn't capture the intensity of the orange hue cast over the landscape, or the bright reds of the sunset. I'd like to think this is a sign from Brigid- of course part of me thinks that it's just the result of smoke from an increase in wood heating this time of year... Still, in my heart I really believe it was a sign. I've never seen a sunset like that before.

Oct. 23rd, 2007

Nine Virtues and Three Kindreds Images

I like to play around with Paintshop Pro when I get the chance. I created these pages a while ago to help me remember the nine virtues and the three kindreds. The first one I also posted on the ADF-Dedicants list so some of you might have it already, the second one I just finished recently so it's new to you :)

http://i222.photobucket.com/albums/dd154/waterlibris/NinePaganVirtues.jpg
http://i222.photobucket.com/albums/dd154/waterlibris/tree.jpg

They're very large files. I also created this page when I was working on my wisdom essay, it has some archetypal wisdom images (trees) and a few quotes that I really like:
http://i222.photobucket.com/albums/dd154/waterlibris/Wisdom.jpg

Cranes at Jasper-Pulaski Fish and Wildlife Preserve

We went to see the Sandhill Cranes yesterday evening at JPFW, if you live anywhere around Indiana, you should definitely see them this year. They peak in mid November so you still have plenty of time!

Here's a link to the DNR's JPFW website: http://www.in.gov/dnr/fishwild/publications/scranes.htm


And here are some pictures of these beautiful birds. I really wish we had a more powerful zoom on the camera!

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Working through the DP as fast as a speeding oak...

Oh Oh Oh, it has been so long! I've been working on the DP all this time, but slowly, very slowly. I've been very busy with other aspects of my life, like setting up a garden, taking care of the baby, watching her grow to a toddler, learn how to walk and say "mama"

Jul. 4th, 2007

Pictures of Oaks

Took me a bit longer because I had to buy batteries for my digital camera but as promised, here are some pictures:

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This is the white oak that faces west

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This is the black oak that faces east


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This is our hearth

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And this is the path leading to the back acre where the oaks are.

Jul. 3rd, 2007

A Pagan Room?

I was just reading a thread on www.mysticwicks.com about witchy rooms and wishing I had a room just for my pagan stuff... then I realized that I have something much better! I have a fireplace/hearth with a mantle to decorate as the seasons change. What a great place to celebrate the Gods. I don't want to stick all of my pagan related objects in a room out of sight... then I wouldn't be reminded of my practice unless I went into that room. I like having my things spread out around the house.

OK, maybe I should get another livejournal for non-ADF DP things LOL

Well this is annoying....

I had wanted to make a cedar wreath like the ADF logo (wreath with two sticks through it) for our front door. We live in a rural area sooooo putting up a pentagram might be a bad idea LOL besides, I like the ADF wreath best. But STUART has taken the loppers and bowsaw into the field with him today so now I have no hope of acquiring the sticks and base for the wreath. I'm buying loppers of my own darn it! At least I can gather the cedar branches with kitchen shears. I need to prepare an offering for the tree anyway, so I suppose it's no great loss if I can't do it this moment.

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